Fading by E.K.Blair

Can a guilty conscience keep wounds from healing?

Fine arts major, Candace Parker, grew up with a mother who thinks image is everything, and her daughter’s perfection will never be good enough. About to graduate college and pursue her dreams of becoming a professional ballerina, Candace decides it’s time to let go and have a little fun. But fun is short-lived when a brutal attack leaves her completely shattered. 

The memories that consume and torment Candace are starting to destroy her when she meets Ryan Campbell, a successful bar owner. He feels instantly connected and tries to show her that hope is worth fighting for. But is Ryan harboring his own demons? As walls slowly begin to chip away, the secrets that are held within start to become painful burdens. 

At what point do secrets become lies?

Review

This is such a touching story.  The way the writers writes the emotions of the characters really makes you feel for them. It had a very strong beginning that really had me interested and held my attention. And me being a person that has to know everything, I just had to read on to know. 

What is this story about 

The story is about Candance, who is a fine arts major, who is majoring in dance. She is a dedicated and amazing ballerina. Her parents really made her insecure and full of self-doubt. Candance always tried to live up to her mothers expectations. She always felt like she wasn't good enough. I can really relate to that feeling so I could really feel her pain. 

Candance lives with her best friend Kimber. I don't feel much for the girl. She isn't there much. Candance claimes that Kimber is her best friend, her sister but I think she's just like a sister. I think Jace is more of her best friend. He's really there for her and Candance always goes to him for help before she goes to anyone else. 

Candance is a sweet, caring, strong beautiful girl who just doesn't see the value in herself. Her selfdoubt really kills her confidence.  She has a fucked up relationship with her parents and you really get to see her heal in the story. Not only having no loving familie, she goes threw a horrific event that makes her selfdoubt even worse. 

With the help of Ryan ( I will tell you about him in a minute) and Jace and Mark(Mark is Jace's boyfriend) she pulls threw it and really heals. She learns to let go. And that's amazing to see. 

Oke so Ryan is hot, sexy, swoon worthy, dark haired, blue eyed, caring, loving, and just an amazing guy. He is relaxed and really patient. He is great with kids( he has a big family with lost of little cousins). He is a very strong person with a messed up past. His father was a drunk, not a happy drunk. But he came out stronger. He is really amazing for Candance. He really loves her and helps her threw everything

What did I love.

Well I loved it, when I start reading this series I didn't know I would. I loved that I could relate to Candance, maybe that isn't such a good thing but I really get how she feels. Not feeling good enough really takes a toll on you. I loved how Ryan is there for candance. 

I really really loved Jace, I wished I had a friend like that. Someone that would drop everything and come to me if I needed them to. I also loved that Mark became such a good friend to Candance. He is a really good guy.

This book made me realize that I need to let go to, not to let fear control your life and take a chance once in a while. And also that it is oke to trust someone and let them in. Not everyone will hurt you, and even if they do, you will live threw it.

In the beginning of the story, there was some mystery. I guessed that how that would turn out but it didn't make me love the story any less. I'm happy with how it turned out. I can't wait to read more about Jace and Mark but also to read from Ryan's point of view. 

I hate that I loved this story because now I have to buy it ahahah my wallet hates me sigh

5/5 stars 

Tangled Series by Emma Chase

Drew Evans is a winner. Handsome and arrogant, he makes multimillion dollar business deals and seduces New York’s most beautiful women with just a smile. He has loyal friends and an indulgent family. So why has he been shuttered in his apartment for seven days, miserable and depressed? 

He’ll tell you he has the flu.

But we all know that’s not really true.

Katherine Brooks is brilliant, beautiful and ambitious. She refuses to let anything - or anyone - derail her path to success. When Kate is hired as the new associate at Drew’s father’s investment banking firm, every aspect of the dashing playboy’s life is thrown into a tailspin. The professional competition she brings is unnerving, his attraction to her is distracting, his failure to entice her into his bed is exasperating. 

Then, just when Drew is on the cusp of having everything he wants, his overblown confidence threatens to ruin it all. Will he be able untangle his feelings of lust and tenderness, frustration and fulfillment? Will he rise to the most important challenge of his life? 
Can Drew Evans win at love? 

Tangled is not your mother’s romance novel. It is an outrageous, passionate, witty narrative about a man who knows a lot about women…just not as much as he thinks he knows. As he tells his story, Drew learns the one thing he never wanted in life, is the only thing he can’t live without.

Review

I love it. It is amazing, hilarious, funny, sexy, witty, strong and just plain awesome. I enjoyed Drews inner monologue and tips and stuff.  I love how handsome, smart, funny, caring and loving Drew is.  Yes he is a bit of a manwhore,  has enough confidence  and when he wants something he will get it. It's just the way it is for Drew. This book really got me excited, and full of energy. I could hardly sit still and read it. I walk around the house like a crazy person just because I was just to excited.  

Kate is smart, beautiful, strong, and she is a hard worker.   But beneath the smart successful finance worker is a funny, outgoing women who also wants some excitement in her life. She just doesn't know and doesn't admit or wants it to be drew but she will be up for a surprise.  Kate can also be stubborn as heel, as is drew for that matter. 

But when Drew gets out the big guns to win over her heart. She might be a bit to stubborn. Or maybe it's just me. I would have given in a long time ago hahaah.

 I liked dee-dee (delores) a lot. She could be scary as hell. Don't get me wrong.  But she is a strong good friend for Kate.  She really stands up for kate, and looks out for her best interest. She really gives drew a run for his money. 

I don't think much about billy. He just doesn't give much of an impact. He was just there, sometimes, just nothing.  Bit of a douch really. 

I love alexandra aka the bitch. She is a strong caring women. And she doesn't but up with shit. It's amazing.  I also love her daughter. She is so danm cute. I love how drew is around her. He is an awesome uncle. 

I can really understand why this book won the Goodreads choice award 2013, it is amazing. It is light, funny but also has character development and depth in the story. It has serious moments and really really sexy moments as well. 

There are two kinds of people in the world. The ones who look first, and the ones who leap. I’ve always been more of a looker. Cautious. A planner. That changed after I met Drew Evans. He was so persistent. So sure of himself – and of me.

But not all love stories end happily ever after. Did you think Drew and I were going to ride off into the sunset? Join the club. Now I have to make a choice, the most important of my life. Drew already made his –in fact, he tried to decide for the both of us. But you know that’s just not my style. So I came back to Greenville. Alone. Well, sort of alone....

What I've come to realize is that old habits die hard and sometimes you have to go back to where you began, before you can move ahead.

Review

OMG OMG, they are such frustrating people. I mean it. So many problems could have been avoided if they just talked to each other instead of immediately suspecting the worse and act on it.  Really there both stubborn ass hell.  They really got me frustrated. 

I love the beginning, they were happy and perfect together. They are so much alike.  I liked that it was in Kate's point of view. She really sounds like drew ahahah. But I kind of missed drews point of view to. That's why I really liked that there was some of drews point of view in the end. I love seeing inside his head. To know what he thinks.

I really hate to admit it but I skipped the parts when Kate and Drew were apart. I know shame on me. I will read it later but I just needed to know they would be alright. I just couldn't help myself. It hurt to read about them being hurt. 

That's how good emma writes. You just can't help but care and feel what they feel.  And me being inpatient I just had to skip ahead. 

I'm glad they worked it out int the end. I twas la just a misunderstanding that could have been avoided by talking to each other. 

Something I just didn't understand ( MAJOR SPOILER, DON'T READ IF YOU DON' T WANT TO KNOW)

Why the hell would kate live on her own when she and drew just made up. When she's pregnant. If she wasn't pregnant I would have understood but she's pregnant.  What does she wants to prove. I didn't get it but it worked for her and for them, so that's good. 

Perfection Series by Abbi Glines

Life outside of her house was a new experience for Della Sloane. The dark secrets of her past weren’t something she ever intended to share with anyone. They would never understand. No one would ever get close enough to find out. There was always a chance she’d go crazy sooner than they expected…

Woods Kerrington had never been one to be attracted to fragile females. They seemed like too much work. He wasn’t in it for the work just the pleasure. A night full of naughty fun had been exactly what was on his mind when he’d laid eyes on the hot little number that didn’t know how to pump gas and needed some help.

What he didn’t know was she was as fragile as they came.
The carefree girl who spoke her mind and didn’t care what the world thought of her was more breakable than he could ever imagine…

Review

Omg omg, that's one way to start a book. OMG that was hot. Loved it from the beginning. And it only gets better and better. 
I love the many scenes woods and della spent together and it broke my heart every time when he just couldn't be with her because of his stupid fiance and his incredibly annoying father whom I really can't stand. 
So apparently this book is a spin-off from the never to far series. I did not know that so you can understand my surprise when I read the Never to far series and read about woods flirting with everybody and I was like no woods no, no you have della stop it. So if you're thinking of reading this book and you haven't read the never to far series and you plan on doing so read that series first. 
Well and if you don't it isn't bad. It didn't bother me to much. Like you don't have to read the never to far series first to understand this book.

I'm proud of Della in this book because she has been throw so much and she suffer mentally from it but she is still capable to love and shes trying to live. I really respect that. I love her for being her till the end and trying to overcome her insecurities.

I like how woods is becoming himself more with della. I hated to see that he is just his fathers puppet and is with that awful fiance of his just because it 'good for him'. I could just kill his father when he said that he has to stop winning and just settle with it. What kind of a father wants his son to be unhappy and be in a relationship with someone whom he doesn't love just because it is good for business. I was happy when he finally stood up to his father and told him to stick this marriage proposal and business in to a place where the sun never shines.

 Woods had his perfect life mapped out for him. Rise up the ranks of the family business. Marry the rich girl of his parents’ dreams. Pretend that wealth and privilege was all he’d ever wanted. Then a girl named Della breezed into town, a beautifully imperfect stranger who captured his heart and opened his eyes to a new kind of future. Woods is ready and willing to sacrifice everything for her when the sudden death of his father leaves him with his mother to care for and a business to manage.

Della is determined to be strong for Woods, even as she’s quietly falling to pieces. No matter how far from home she’s run, the ghosts of her past have never stopped haunting her. Struggling to hide her true feelings from Woods, Della fears she can’t be his rock without dragging him down into the darkness with her. But is she strong enough to let go of the last thing holding her together

Review

I'm a little torn between giving this book 4 stars or 5 stars because I love woods. SPOILER ALERT And I also love Della but della left him a bit to long. I understand why she had to do it but I don't agree because she left because of an misunderstanding. She didn't give wood a choice in the matter or asked him about it. I really really really liked the person she became tho so because of that I give this book 5 stars. SPOILER ALERT OVER I'm a big fan of all of the characters in this series. 
I really like the steamy and sexy scenes in this book. There's a lot of it tho but not to much in my opinion. And I do find the guys in all of the books from this serries a bit obsessive with there girlfriends/wifes vagina's. I mean the keep saying this pussy is mine and I love this pussy and stuff. I doesn't bother me but I do notice it after a view books. 
I really like how woods has grown threw everything. He learned allot about loving and trusting someone and how to stop being overbearing and overprotective. 
I hope we will hear more about Della and woods but I don't think I would need another book. I will love it if there does come one don't get me wrong but I wouldn't be disappointing or sad if there isn't one. This books gives closure :)

Too Far Series by Abbi Glines

To want what you’re not supposed to have…

She is only nineteen.

She is his new stepfather’s daughter. 

She is still naïve and innocent due to spending the last three years taking care of her sick mother. 

But for twenty-four year old Rush Finlay, she is the only thing that has ever been off limits. His famous father’s guilt money, his mother’s desperation to win his love, and his charm are the three reasons he has never been told no.

Blaire Wynn left her small farmhouse in Alabama, after her mother passed away, to move in with her father and his new wife in their sprawling beach house along the Florida gulf coast. She isn’t prepared for the lifestyle change and she knows she’ll never fit into this world. Then there is her sexy stepbrother who her father leaves her with for the summer while he runs off to Paris with his wife. Rush is as spoiled as he is gorgeous. He is also getting under her skin. She knows he is anything but good for her and that he’ll never be faithful to anyone. He is jaded and has secrets Blaire knows she may never uncover but even knowing all of that…

Blaire just may have fallen too far.

Review

I love it. It is amazing and I really developed a rushcrush. It has been a while but I still remember the story. 

The story is about Blair, a 19 year old girl from Alabama. She is a gorgeous, sexy, innocent, strong women who has had a lot of shit handed to her in her life but instead of falling down she made the best of it.
After her mother dies, she has nothing left so she goes to her father (piss poor excuse of a father)for help. She goes to the adress her father gave her but instead of finding her father she finds Rush Finlay. Rush is the son of her fathers new wife. He is the son of rock legend dean finlay. Rush is handsome, witty, sexy, arrogant but behind his party, playboy mask there is a broken boy who has a good heart and is really caring. He is such a lovable bad-ass person. 
Rush didn't have it easy either. He has an piss poor excuse of a mother and a bitch of a sister. Rush did his best to raise her because she had nobody beside's him. He sees Nan ( his sister) as his own child and he does everything to make her happy. In his actions to make her happy, he didn't realize, nor care what he did to other families as long as nan was happy. 

When Blair arrives at rush house, Rush is immediately attracted to her. He doesn't want to like her ( for some reasons, I won't tell you about) and he really tries to not like her, to make her not like him. But it doesn't really work the way he plans. He gets to know her. The more he gets to know her. The more he wants her even tho he has a secret that will make her run. But he doesn't want to let her go anymore. He want's the one person that turned his world upside down. But it's hard to love a person that you don't deserve. 

I really love Blair, She is amazing, caring and strong. Rush and blair are my favorite abbi couple. They are amazing.

The ending of this book really ripped my heart out. I'm glad that I got to read the second one right after the first one, so I didn't have to wait. 


He had held a secret that destroyed her world. 

Everything she had known was no longer true. 

Blaire couldn’t stop loving him but she knew she could never forgive him. 
Now, she was back home and learning to live again. Moving on with life… until something happened to send her world spinning once again. 
What do you do when the one person you can never trust again is the one that you need to trust so desperately? 
You lie, hide, avoid, and pray that your sins never find you out.

Review

There was so much suspense in this book. It was killing me. I couldn't read fast enough. I had my heart beating in my troth all the time. I just had to know they would work there problems out. 

This book took off after the Cliffhanger from the first book. Rush was right, his secret would send her running. No matter how hard he tried to  not lose her, failed. 

Rush was broken after Blair left. He missed Blair with something fierce so when he found out that Blair was back in rosemary. He did anything and everything to be in her life again. To make her forgive him.

Blair was able to forgive rush but she isn't sure she could forget and let him back in her life. But Blair can't ignore her heart. Her insecurities and not being able to see and trust rush words, she keeps him as far away as she can. But Blair can't ignore her heart forever and no matter what she does, she will have to except Rush in her future for some reasons. 

My poor heart was begging blair to just forgive Rush and get back together. I couldn't take it anymore. 

Maybe because we could read in rush point of view as well, we knew rush intentions and feeling were genuine. Yes he messed up, multiple times but It could easily be sort out by talking. 

I really love Blair and Rush. I don't like nan at all. Not one bit.  She is one shady bitch. I can understand her need for somebody to love her but her being a total bitch makes it hard to do so. 

Can't wait to read to last installment in rush and blairs series. 

But on the other hand I don't because there story will be over. Thank god there's Grants books and Woods book. So it won't be a total ending but still. I love them   This serie is my favorite abbi serie so far.

Rush promised her forever... but promises can be broken.

Torn between his love for his family and his love for Blaire, Rush has to find a way to save one without losing the other. In the end one has to be more important. Letting go isn’t easy.

Blaire believed in her fairytale... but no one can live in a fantasy.

Her love for Rush and desire to have a family keep her believing that they can find a way for this to work. Until she has to make the right decision for her and the baby. Even if it breaks her heart.

Can they find the forever that they both want or has it all just gone... too far?

Review

This is the last installment in the Rush and Blair story. I'm happy with this story, very happy indeed.  It was a bit predictable but in a good way I think. It didn't bother me.  I am happy that Rush takes care of what it his. He find it difficult to balance Nan and blair but I think he does it the best he can. It is very difficult to please everyone with Nan being such a bitch. She really spins out of control in this book. And Rush runs after her trying to fix it. At the expence of Blair. Blair being the good person she it, tries to put up with it but the feeling of not being number one, her baby not being number one hurts. But Rush really proves that she is number one. 

There wedding was really beautiful. Rush is such a romantic. He really really loves her with all his hart. He is such an amazing father and husband. A little protective but that's good. I would love to find someone who is as caring as rush. 

I really can't stand Nan, She is such an immature spoiled child. She doesn't care for anyone but herself.  I mean if she does she doesn't show it. She wants the world to spin around her. And for a while she was the center of rush world but not anymore and she can't expect it. I hope, really hope she change but I don't think she will. I don't know how many more slaps in the face she needs to finally see that her behavior doesn't do it for her.  I get that she had a crappy childhood but danm rush tried his best. I can't understand that she doesn't even try to be happy for him. She doesn't have to love Blair she just have to except that she makes Rush happy and play a bit nice. 

I'am happy with the ending we got. I hope we will see more and more of them in the other books. I'm glad Rush and Blair learned to talk more about there problems instead of acting on them witch hurts the both of them more. The really grew up and grew more closer. The have to because of there son.  I'm glad that eventho the became more responsible rush and blair stayed the same in ways. Rush is still one sexy son of a bitch.

Rush too far by Abbi Glines

 Eeveryone in Rosemary Beach thinks they know how Rush Finlay and Blaire Wynn fell in love. But Rush is back to tell his side of the story...

Rush has earned every bit of his bad-boy reputation. The three-story beach house, luxury car, and line of girls begging for time between his sheets are the envy of every guy in Rosemary Beach, and Rush handles it all with the laid-back cool of a rock star’s son. All he needs are his best friend, Grant, and his sister, Nan.

Until Blaire Wynn drives into town in her beat-up pickup truck with a pistol under her seat. The Alabama farm girl instantly captures Rush’s attention once he discovers that the angelic beauty is his new stepsister, but he vows to keep his distance. Even if she needs his help. Even if he craves her.

Because Rush knows why Blaire is all alone in the world, forced to ask for help from the father who abandoned her three years ago. And he knows if he gets too close it will destroy Nan, who has a secret connection to Blaire.

He has every reason in the world to stay away from her. Find out why he doesn’t

Review

I didn't think it was possible to fall in love with rush more than I already did. I am so happy to read more in his point of view. It made a lot of thing more clear. I loved to read about the way he sees Blair. I found it heartbreaking to see how he put himself down and blames himself for a lot of things. He really tries his best. He is such an amazing guy. 

I felt my heart break all over again just like it did with Fallen too Far but even more know. I hate to see rush so heartbroken. I hope abbi writes more in his point of view. 

To heal my broken heart I didn't have another choice too re-read the other books. Just to put my heart at ease. 

I really don't know what more to say other that I absolutely love it. Really have a major rushcrush. 

Consequences by Aleatha Roming

 Anthony Rawlings had a plan—to teach Claire Nichols to behave.

Claire Nichols had a plan—to survive!

In an unfamiliar bedroom within a luxurious mansion, Claire Nichols wakes to memories of a brutal abduction. All of her recollections have one common denominator, the man she just met—Anthony Rawlings. Unbeknownst to Claire, Anthony has had her in his sights for a long time. Every action has consequences—and his actions resulted in their chance meeting. 

Facing incomprehensible circumstances, Claire must learn to survive as she comes to terms with her new reality—every aspect of her livelihood is now dependent upon the tall, dark-haired, dark-eyed tycoon. Anthony may appear to the world as a prosperous, benevolent, kind businessman, but in reality Claire learns he is also a menacing, controlling captor with very strict rules: do as your told, public failure is not an option, and don’t divulge private information. Failure to follow these rules and more, are met with serious consequences.

In an effort to earn her freedom, Claire learns her lessons well and before long, she unknowingly captivates her captor. Anthony/ Tony reluctantly becomes enthralled with Claire’s beauty, resilience and determination. Their interaction instigates strong emotions, including—fear, anger, love, and lust—as their journey flows into uncharted waters of intrigue and passion. 

From the opening criminal abduction, through the twists and turns, to the unlikely romantic thrills, the suspense climaxes as Aleatha Romig utilizes vivid detail, allowing this novel to unfold like a movie. 

Can you put the pieces of the puzzle together? Claire Nichols abduction wasn't a random act—did she learn her lessons well enough? Will these unlikely lovers remain true--or will she learn the truth before it’s too late?

Review. 

I won't promise not to spoil anything.

Well this book seemed promising.  The summary was intriguing and this books was recommended to me by some friends off my. So I started it with high hopes. 

I'm not a big fan of the writhing style.  It was written in the third person and it was very formal. But I could see past that if the story was good so I kept on reading. But even tho the story was disturbing in a way but it seemed boring to me. Maybe it was the writing style I don't know. 

I was also a bit shocked by Tony's age.   I mean she is was 26/27 and he is 45 for god sake

I felt like Clair didn't know who she was, what she wants to do, she just felt... I don't know. She doesn't seem like a very strong person. She just put up with it and called it love when he was kind. She married the guy and claimed to be in love with him. It seemed a bit like a Stockholm syndrome to me. 

And don't get me started on the behavior from Tony and his staff. The staff keep claiming that Clair sees the good side of him, the side that nobody sees. Well jeah she saw a side that nobody sees for sure but it's isn't really good. I don't like him at all, and I don't like Clair.  Maybe I would have liked her more when the story continues but right know I don't. She's just oke to me. 

And that ending. I mean that SOB , just send he to prison, claiming and supporting the murder charge against her.  I didn't read all of it, half way threw I just flipped threw it to find something interesting to read so I didn't fully understand it but I didn't like what I read. 

I also feel like, for the book to be more 'disturbing", we would need more detail about the stuff Tony does to her. 

I also flipped threw the other to book, just because that ending got be a bit interested but I didn't understand it. And I didn't feel the need to read all of it so I don't think I will. Maybe i'm to young to like this so I might try it again later but I''m not sure. 

I really wanted this book to be great but I just couldn't focus on it. I hate, really hate to give a book a low rating but this book just didn't do it for me. 

This man Series by Jodi Ellen Malpas

 Young interior designer Ava O’Shea has an appointment for a first consultation at The Manor with the owner, Mr Jesse Ward. She is expecting nothing more than an overweight, cravat wearing, well-to-do countryman, and on arrival, nothing would suggest otherwise. How wrong could she be? This Man is devastatingly handsome, charming and confident. He is also a conceited, hedonistic playboy, who knows no boundaries. Ava desperately does not want to be attracted to him, but she can’t control the overwhelming affect he has on her. Every instinct is telling her to run, so she does, but Jesse Ward is not so willing to let her go. He wants her and is determined to have her. She knows she is heading for heartbreak, but how can she run when he won’t let her?

 Jesse Ward drowned her with his intensity and blindsided her with his passion, but he kept her away from his dark secrets and broken soul. Leaving him was the only way Ava O'Shea could survive. She should have known that Jesse Ward is impossible to escape--and now he's back in her life, determined to remind her of the sensual pleasures they had shared. Ava is equally determined to get at the truth beneath this man's steely exterior. That means letting herself get close to the Lord of the Manor once more. And it's exactly where Jesse wants her--within touching distance...

 The Manor, the very place where their passionate love affair began, fills with guests on what should be the happiest day of Ava and Jesse's lives. She has accepted that she'll never tame the fierceness in Jesse-and she doesn't want to. Their love is profound, their connection powerful, but just when she thinks that she's finally gotten beneath his guarded exterior, more questions arise, leading Ava to believe that Jesse Ward may not be the man she thinks he is. He knows too well how to take her to a place beyond ecstasy . . . but will he also drive her to the brink of despair? It's time for this man to confess


Review. 

So I will write one review for these three books. I was to excited to stop and write a review after each book so I thought fuck it, I will just write one. 

I heard allot about this book. Especially about the sexual tension. And dayum there was sexual tension alright. It even made me breathless. I have to be honest. I didn't love Jesse at first. Oke he was freaking hot but the dominating controlling nature of his was a bit over the top. It would have suffocated me. I just didn't understand why. The reason I kept reading after the first books was, one because I wanted to know how old Jesse was, and second I was a bit curious and the writer is coming to Edinburgh so I have to read it.   I don't know If I could put up with someone who is trying to control me on every aspect off my life.  I felt myself comparing it with capturing a wild singing bird because you find it pretty and lock it up in a cage and find the bird tame and not singing anymore. I has lost the thing you find pretty and it has been smothered. You practically killed it. I was worried that, that's was the way the story was headed but danm thank god for eva's stubbornness and love for that man. It is obvious they love each other. 

So the first book isn't my favorite. I loved the sexual tension but didn't liked the dominating overbearing stuff and I also didn't think that there was much depth in the story. All they seemed to do was fight and fuck and have more sex and more and more and more.  I don't mind it but that and the dominating stuff was a bit monotone.  Overall I really enjoyed that book and it has also showed me that age is just a number and it doesn't matter as long as you love the person.  And I really didn't see that ending coming. Just like eva I didn't see the signs. That man has allot of secrets.

I really enjoyed the second book more. Yes there was still allot of sex, fights and more sex but we also found out more about Jesse.  I liked the two of them together. I also like kate and sam. Tho Kate can be stubborn ass hell about here feelings for sam. Which were obvious to me, and probably to everyone but Kate but oke.
I'm really happy to found out that eva still wouldn't give in to Jesse's absurd and unreasonable demands. At least she tried. That man solves everything with sex but i'm glad that she got her point across and forced information out of him. That man just won't open up and i'm starting to understand why. 

the last books was really my favorite book. We finally know all the secrets that jesse's been hiding and I bravo eva for being as strong as she is and handling everything.  I loved how everything played out and that I finally understand Jesse. And I just don't like him anymore, I have fallen in love with him. Even tho I still wouldn't bare the overbearing, I think. I'm not sure. 

I really really really adore eva for her strength. I seriously don't know if I could handle all the shit jesse put her threw. The things he did just so he could keep her. It bothered me somehow. It isn't like eva is an object you can keep she's a person and she really tried to make him see that. I just didn't understand why he was so worried, why he needed to protect her, i couldn't see what he needed to protect her from but now I do understand. And i'm glad we got  a reason. I don't agree with everything he's done but I understand it. 

Edinburgh To Read List Update

Well I haven't been going as fast as I would like to but I started to picking up my pace. I have updated my goodreads account and I have added every book I want to read for the event but also the books I already have reeds. 
Currently there are a 112 books in my to-read list before Edinburgh and I have read 31 books so far. 

I have read the following books already:
 Significance by Shelly Crane ( Significance#1)
 Accordance by Shelly Crane ( Significance #2)
 Defiance by Shelly Crane ( Significance #3)
 Independence by Shelly Crane ( Significance #4)
 Wide Awake by Shelly Crane ( Wide Awake #1)
 Bully by Penelope Douglas (Fall Away #1)
 Until You by Penelope Douglas (Fall Away #1.5)
 Twisted Perfection by Abbi Glines ( Perfection #1; Rosemary Beach #3
 Simple Perfection by Abbi Glines ( Perfection#2 ; Rosemary Beach 5
 Fallen too Far by Abbi Glines ( Too Far #1; Rosemary Beach #1)
 Never Too Far by Abbi Glines ( Too Far#2; Rosemary Beach #2)
 Forever too Far by Abbi Glines (Too Far #3; Rosemary Beach#4 ) 
 Take A Chance by Abbi Glines ( Chances #1; Rosemary Beach 6)
 Breathe by Abbi Glines ( Sea#1)
 Because of Low by Abbi Glines ( Sea Breeze #2)
 While it Last by Abbi Glines ( Sea Breeze #3)
 Just For Now by Abbi Glines ( Sea Breeze #4)
 Sometimes it last by Abbi Glines ( Sea Breeze #5)
 Misbehaving by Abbi Glines ( Sea Breeze #6)
 Bad for you by Abbi Glines ( Sea Breeze #7)
 Wanted by Kelly Elliot ( Wanted #1)
 The Boy who Sneaks in my Bedroom Window by Kirsty Mosely 
 The Coincidence of Callie&Kayden by Jessica Sorensen ( The Coincidence#1) 
 The Redemption of Callie&Kayden by Jessica Sorensen ( The Coincidence #2)
 The destiny of Violet& Luke ( The coincidence#3)
 The secret of Ella&Micha by Jessica Sorensen ( The secret#1)
 The Forever of Ella&Micha by Jessica Sorensen ( The secret#2)
 The ever after of Ella and Micha by Jessica Sorensen ( The secret #4)
 Ten Tiny Breaths by K.A. Tucker (Ten Tiny Breaths#1)
 Tears of Tess by Pepper Winters ( Monsters in the Dark #1)
 Quintessentially Q by Pepper Winters ( Monsters in the Dark#2)

So thats 31/112.  I still have 81 books to go before Edinburgh. I have to read a book a day If I want to make it in time. So I don't know if I will be able to but I will give it my best shot. I won't read any other book for what ever author. I will only read edinburgh authors from now on. And maybe Jennifer Armentouts books. No, Lisa No, just Edinburgh authors.  I will start with reading my favorites.  Wish Me luck!!!

For all my review, including the ones I posted up here and the ones that aren't on this page, you can find on my goodreads page:
https://www.goodreads.com/user/show/6493771-lisa